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hola all,
i haven’t been lurking around much as of lately, but I’m glad to see that everyone has had a decent x-mas.
i myself am stuck up here in lovely cold napa, ca.. visiting of all things family.
since the last time i was actually around them all, i was shorter, younger (13-14) and on some kind of track somewhere. now here i am, 22 with the back of a 75yr old, sitting on my mom’s laptop, connected to her wireless dsl, with the urge to go on here. odd isn’t it.
being around family reminds me of how much i don’t really care to be around it all, maybe a short burst here and there, but these past 4 days, have been tiring, and way too overly friendly for my tastes.
i can deal with my sister ok, for longer periods of time than this, but her BS factor seems to have risen with the introduction of family that i have been estranged with for the last 1/4 of my life.
i haven’t seen my mom in forever, or my cousin Michelle, who now has a 18month old baby boy (seth), who looks just like me from what everyone says. im not too sure, but the females say its true, so i guess ill just have to believe them…. the odd thing about seth is, he’s got blue eyes, while his mom, and his dad, have brown ;p
so yea, it was strange staying at there house last nite, for xmas eve, and day, but at least i got to get semi drunk and smoke a cigar in between the sarcastic nature that is my family.
hmm, i swear my sister just likes to make me feel uncomfortable, she likes to bring up shit, that i think just should be put to bed. im here now, and i decided i wasn’t going to give myself a choice on staying home, and just come up here, and see how things fit.
to my surprise i get spoiled by my mother, i got new shoes, and some power tools, which i think was way more than i deserved, but i guess i made her happy for coming up here. its just odd, when your at home depot and your mom is throwing expensive power tools at you, and all kinds of other stuff to go with it.
neg is happy, but then again he is always happy when I am near, but unfortunately i was unable to bring him to michelles for xmas day/eve, so he stayed at my mom’s alone, for way longer then i like to leave my baby alone for. but he made it, i made it. he likes her big backyard, there is soo much space for him to run around and play, and do his business.
its always interesting to see how much we’re like our family. my sister and cousin Michelle are two of the gassiest creatures ive met. my mom and i, both drive like maniacs, and seem to comment of the same habits of other drivers on the road.
it’s weird to see how my mom, is the acting grandmother to seth, because michelle’s mom, is semi-estranged too. i also talked to my uncle Richard earlier, and he seems about the same as when i last knew him.
time for a cig, maybe ill figure more to write while i puff away…