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oooh scary monster; resume

I’ve been slowly updating my monster.com resume the past couple weeks. Boy has monster.com been around for a long time. It’s scary to see all the skills I used to have and utilize, and now where am I? I guess it has been several years since I last blew the dust off it, and have been able to add a few things too. Hell, I’ve even updated some of the verbiage accomplishments to be more appropriate, as my resume included names of now defunct bits of software.

I wish I had some help in getting back to work. This isn’t the first time I’ve thought about it, that’s for sure.  I am just afraid, and not as confident as I’d like. I’m not sure if I can handle the responsibility of a Full time job, but I’d like to give it a try somehow. It’s not healthy sitting at home alone all day waiting for life to advance. I am supposed to be entitled to some job rehabilitation benefits, but those expired years ago, and unfortunately it has taken many of what should have been the best years of my life just to get to where I am today. Ok, well my left arm is really bugging me now and I’m feeling more depressed.

hair

why couldn’t i have just been born with genes that gave me less body hair
i hate it.
i met a chick on hotornot who lives kinda far, but seems very kewl, and is good looking.
we’ve been chattin just bout every nite for the past 2 weeks.
so tonite i was chatting with carly who i met on hotornot and we got to talkin today and hair got into the convo.
long story short, i ended up shaving my chest, and stomach, and part of my back
i’ve wanted to be hairless or less hairy since my chest hair started comming in.
but yea being hairless now, it feels weird with my shirt, and shaving blows, it hurts, and my damn stretch marks on my stummy are all bleeding kinda :( damn electric razor, and razor
but yea, i started talkin to her when i got back, and i mentioned i couldnt shave all my back. she offered to wax it for me. heheh but on with the story.

carly said that if i woulda told her i was hairy when i 1st started talkin to her, she woulda stopped talkin to me

so now shes mad at me, i believe coz i said wow, you are a bitch, after she said that. but she said she was a bitchy person one nite when talkin with her, i guess either i shouldnt be that straight forward, or who knows.

i really wish i had money for laser hair removal, coz either way im sure it’d help me out confidence wise, and i wouldnt have to worry about girls being lame.

in a world like this, and a man like myself, how do you bring it up to potential girls, that you have body hair. you really cant ive found. you just get the shaft.

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