well i’m dreading what’s to come. each day my depression seems to get lower. i don’t know what will happen, or the outcome if it will be favorable, or if the system will completely disappoint me. the culmination of the last 5 years of my life will be meeting when i go before a worker’s compensation judge on june 14th, 2006.
1784 days after i got physically injured and my life changed.
9388 days after i was born.
roughly a fifth of my life wasted.
i had hoped to be living a full life by now. i used to feel “ahead of the game” in life.
i see how much my friends have accomplished over the last 5 years and i’m jealous.
every shred of pain is a reminder what i’ve lost. the most valuable thing we hold true.
a physicaly active and healthy life.
