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I have a shitty headache at the moment, so I’ll try to say this quickly.

It’s a group date, just me and a few people.
It’s not what I would call a romantic thing although it is a hate filled relationship.
I want to feel better, but they just hate me, so I hate them back.
We all know love and hate, are similar emotions.
I get to go before a Judge again concerning my Workers Comp issues.
I went before a Judge ~6-7 months ago. Noticeably not a lot has changed or progressed.
I still feel trapped and betrayed by the insurance company, and the system itself. For me time goes by in weeks, and months, not days anymore. Everyday I wake up with a headache, or in some kind of pain. I’m tired.

I hate traveling, its painful. Hopefully a lot will be accomplished during this trip. Having to go to California is expensive, between travel expenses, dog boarding, hotel/motel, and also car rental. I honestly think it would be more efficient for me to live in California.

OK, that’s enough before I just start rambling, and make failed attempts at any more humor.

“It is the heart of our nature to feel pain and joy, it is an essential part that makes us what we are.”

-captain picard. “The Bonding”